This is a out of focus picture that I'm posting for two reasons: 1)It's how I feel right now and 2)Leah took it-and I think her photography skills are improving.

Hannah is notorious around our house for being the bad sleeper, but last night Leah was wide awake at 3 am. &*#$@. I'm so tired that I don't even want to work out-something I almost always want to do-so I thought I'd blog! Chances are good that this won't make much sense due to severe fatigue. Anyway, I have some cute pictures.
The girls got some shorter haircuts last week. It was so sad! We had to do it because of the serious flying tantrums that happen everytime I pulled out a comb. So rather than having long, ratty hair, they have short ratty hair. But it kind of looks like it supposed to be that way and they don't scream as hard when I try to comb out crusty things.

Puzzles are what you do when you've been up all night and you can't sit at the piano. The Walker clan got me this super duper contraption for my birthday: You do the puzzle on the black mat, then use the blow up white deal on the left to roll it up. It even comes with straps. Finished product-a puzzle in progress that you can do without "help". Read: I can do a puzzle by myself without Hannah scattering the pieces or Leah stuffing them into a pink purse. I love it! Here's a small clip of Hannah saying her favorite phrase: "Chicken Butt!" I promise I didn't teach her that. Sorry it's sideways.

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Jacob said…
chicken buuuuuuuuuutt!!!
February 3, 2009 at 7:24 PM
Andrew Walker said…
Those haircuts are super cute.
February 4, 2009 at 9:36 PM
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